Current mood:

awake

Finally found a love of a lifetime.
So everything here is great. I have been working mornings now and I love it. I have a split shift this week because my manager is going to Vegas next week and we have a ton of shit to get done around there. I love my job, it has its moments, but all in all I love it. I am not trying to find another job in my job field at this time. Just going with the flow.

Kids are doing well. Trent and Connor are doing pretty good in school, and Dawson is growing like a weed. Its funny David has been around Dawson for quite awhile now and Dawson and David refer to him as "DaDa" now. It is fun to watch them interact together. David plays with him and they chase each other around. I thought it was funny David and I weren't even together when I named Dawson, but Dawson's name means "Son of David" maybe it was fate. Mira and Christian are well, I miss them, but I will see them this weekend. C.J. has been getting in trouble in school and we have got to crack down on him, it is getting out of control. We were looking at Christmas stuff the other day and I was finding things I wanted to get all the kids for Christmas. Mira I am sure will be spoiled, the only daughter, oh yeah, she will be spoiled.

David and I are great. I bowl on Tuesday nights and with that I usually drink. This makes me bolder (drunken courage!), so if me and David get into heated discussions, I don't hold back. Last week, we had got into a talk about love and life, and marriage. He said alot of the things I wanted to hear. It was a great, eye-opening talk. I know he loves me more than anyone he has ever loved before, and that makes me feel good. I feel the same way. I know not many people have seen David drink, unless you knew him before 12 years ago. But, he gets in these moods, and we will drink together. But there are rules, just him and i, at home, not going anywhere. So a couple weeks ago, we got drunk, and I don't mean a little, I mean fucked up. He is soooo funny. He gets really playful and lovey, dovey. He also turns into this animal, love machine. It is amazing! I love him sooooo much. I never knew I could be this happy. I know I drive him crazy sometimes, I am kind of a control freak and I have a slight case of OCD, and I am a clean freak, when it comes to my house, so anyone who knows me, knows I kinda jump all over people who mess things up. He has learned and gotten much better. I just have to give him the "look" and he knows.

Our anniversary is Saturday, 1 year. Cool, we made it a year. lol. Hey, baby steps. We will probably just watch a movie and I am sure I will spend the night, but we have the kids. That's ok, I miss them. We will all play around like we always do. David will chase us around with spiders, and try to make the kids eat them, which makes the kids hide and jump on me, then I have to "fight" David and protect them, it is fun, yelling and screaming, and alot of laughter. We will have pizza I am sure. Last time Mira and I made smoothies after dinner ( David bought me a smoothie maker), they were good, and it was fun.

Well gonna lay back down, then get up clean, take a shower, go to David's for some afternoon action, haha. Then off to work.